At first, I thought we wont get a long. Cause you sounds really serious and I really don’t like talking to people who have that aura I easily get scared. But since I want to be close to everyone from the family, I tried to get along. I joked around about your amazing lovely armpit and blah blah blah. During those days all our convos are nonsense, No direction. Until one day, I dunno when and how But, We really got along. We shared a lot of stories and rants through Pm’s. you really are good in making advices whenever I shared something to you and I’m so sorry that I am not that good with that thing whenever it’s your time to ask advices but don’t worry i’ll always try my best to give you best advices whenever you need one. I promise that! Hahaha. Among all the cousins that I have in rp you’re the best and the closest to me. you are not just a cousin to be you’re more like a bestfriend or sister to me. you’re the best cousin ever! :> Thank you for teaching/making my homeworks in trigo without you maybe i’ll get zero? haha! Thank you like really. But most of all, Thank you for always being there. You never left me, even though i’m so dramatic. Thank you cous!
I love you cous Kirstie Leila Xanthe Flavia Descartes! you’re the best. ;*
Aunt Dyosa’s here. >:D
Aww. Thanks, Aunt Dyosa! >:D<
I don’t know why I am writing this, in the first place. I just know that people often writes to you to pour their hearts out, to say something that they feel, because you are the one who’s always their to listen. But you never give answers or advice. Sucks!
I am writing this for you to know that I’ve been so down lately. Yes, I may look happy, but inside of me, I feel like I am falling into pieces. I am crumbling down. And you know what’s worst? I do not know why! I just feel like this. It’s absurd. I do hate this feeling. How can I turn this off? How?
I really hope you can give me answers. But you can’t. You are not some sort of a hookus pokus that when people had written to you, you can just write back. No, you only here to listen.
So that’s it. I hope you listen.
Life is never fair because if it does, then there will be no more reason for us to strive harder and beat everybody just for us to be on top.